Too much to handle
16 year old female
I was on the verge of suicide - I felt depressed, alone, sad, no one loved me and I was way too stressed out. I have school, work (I use to do about 20 hours a week) study, traineeship, home chores. I would never be able to do anything right, everything i did was in some way looked down upon.
I stopped eating and became bulimic, I would eat then take laxatives because whenever I binged I felt even more of a failure. I couldn't stop crying, I always tried hiding everything (self harming, bulimia, depressed).
One day it got too much for me to handle, I attempted suicide a few times and failed, I don't know why I didn't go through with it, something stopped me. After attempting suicide, I called Kids Helpline, and they have helped me through everything.
They're great, and I have cut back my hours at work and let myself have 'chill out' time. I am no longer bulimic and am now a proud vegetarian. Thank you Kids Helpline.
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